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I thought I knew me better than that… Switching sides… Who side am I really on? Soras? Or Organization XII? I don’t know where to start or how to end. My head hurts… I remember now… everything that I think happened, how I messed up. It started on a big planet call Earth, In the United Kingdom, In the Prime Ministers office. A man know as the Master (an alien) had called his kind to come to Earth. The Timelords they were called, I befriended one, and His name was the Doctor. I was a prisoner of the Master; The Doctor fell through the glass roof just to save me. The Timelords came through a portal. The Doctor took a pistol that was lying on the floor aiming at the Master and then swig around aiming at the Timelord King (or something). He finally shot at the generator powering the portal. As sure as night is dark and day is light they were gone, it was me, The Doctor, and some guy named Wilfred… I rushed to his side helping him up. We realized then that stupid Wilfred locked himself in an isolation chamber which will soon become flooded with lethal radiation due to the generator dead. The only way is by self-sacrifice can he be freed. The Doctor hesitates and rages about his fate, but concludes he may have lived too long; he releases Wilfred, and collapses in agony as he suffers a massive dose of radiation poison… Although he survives initially as his body absorbs the radiation, the healing of the Doctor's wounds shows that his regeneration (a cheat against death for the Timelords) has started. He returns Wilfred home, and then begins to visit several of his past companions. He starts with Martha Jones, Sarah Jane Smith, etc. He looks at me; his face is very pale, skinny, a sort of a brown color hair and brown eyes staring at me.
DR: Erin You Know…
Me: NO! I am not leaving.
DR: It would be easier on the both of us!
Me: No, I will not leave you. You made me promise! During your 4th regeneration! Remember? Huh? I….
He hugs me, holds me very close and tight that I couldn’t breathe, But I didn’t care I was suppose to stay with him!
DR: I’m sorry, Erin I am, but you know something you were just brilliant!
Me: Because your mine I walk the line…
DR: I’ll tell you what? I will let you pick the planet that you will depart at, is that ok? No questions asked!
Me: Fine, Doctor whatever happens I still will love you! You have been the only person in my life that is like a father figure.
He lets go of me and starts to leave Earth. He take a hold of my hand and makes me press in the coordinates. I pick one that I know someone will be there hopefully. I slam really hard on the TARDIS as it flies. I knew when it stopped because it made me fall. The Doctor picks me up and helps me to the door. Before he opens the door I hug him one last time…
Me: You’ll be in my heart, Yes you will Doctor. I want to know that I want you to come back for me some day.
DR: When destiny calls you, you must be strong
I may not be with you But you've got to hold on. I will always be with you.
I open the TARDIS door and walk away… I just look down until I swing around I see and hear the Timelords ship leave the spot it was in. I turn back around walking, the further I walked the more I felt a great sadness overpowering me. I stop were there is a huge gap showing a little town. A bunch of houses connected together with a little market place and a tram common. I enter the town of Twilight Town. I look at it as no one is around. I close my eyes and open them to be in the center of the market place. Where no one was there, just empty stands.
Me: Hmm.. Where is everyone, I need to steal fresh apples I am hungry… is it a Sunday?
I look at my watch
Twilight Town
7:29am Sat Jun 21, 2060
Me: Ah that is why, I need to wait 1 more minute.
I close my eyes as I hear the sound of bells ringing and people screaming for people to buy “Chicken, Salmon, and Peanuts”.
Me*mumbles*: Time to eat!
I walk over to the apple stand as the man is selling a plentiful amount of apples, to me too good of an amount. As he put the money under the stand next to me. My eyes widen as I look at it. I reach over the table and grab a huge amount of money. And hide it behind my back. I turn and sprint out of sight. I hide behind a dumpster. As I pour out the money bag I see only $7.00 in change! That guy was a jip! Oh well at least I know that he has good apples. Because I befriended a boy name Sora here we became friends but I don’t know what happened to him. Of I was called by the Doctor I didn’t even tell him what was happening either, I hope he’s ok. I walk back to the stand waiting for the right moment to strike. He turns.. I quick grab 10 apples and shove them down my shirt. Hey it maybe sick or even gross but I was desperate. The Doctor just dumped with nothing!
I spun around as fast as I could but I trip spilling 5 of them on the ground. I turn around and see the vendor looking at me…
Vendor: What the? My apples! You need to pay for the apples missy! You hear me? Police! Thief! Now come here.
I run like a cheetah dodging people and vendor as I rush past. The Police chasing after me like I am a wild animal. I turn corners confusing them I am in an alley that is eerily familiar. I walk slowly trying not to make a whole lot of noise. Every breath was hard and heavy. As I walk deeper and deeper it starts to get colder and colder to the point that I can see my breath. I take one apple out of my shirt and start to eat the apple until I hear…
Man: You 2 go over in the underground. You with me we’ll search in here!
I gasp my heart starts to beat faster and faster to the point I was about ready to pass out. I get into a crouch position ready to move. I glance over to see the Policemen’s shadows on the wall. I see their pistols ready just in case we were going to have a shootout. I get closer as they move closer to the bins. I hold on to the lid of one of them…
P: I think she isn’t here! Let’s go back!
P2: Ah Come on you baby we have to scan!
P: she is a street rat! We catch her some other time! Come on Remus! Let’s go!
Remus: No Way Hank! I want to hunt her down she bring back the black plague or something! We need to contain her!
I decide now is my time to scram before they catch me. I let go of the lid and turn *CRASH!* the trash bin hit’s the ground and rolls. The officers look directly at me. My eyes suddenly look in a different direction as I hop over trash and then hit the ground hard I army crawl and run.
*BANG, BANG* I fall to the ground in agony. They shot me! They shot me this is it I am going to die! I look down, they hit my right calf and thigh not hitting any veins.
Remus: Nice shot Hank!
He flipped me over to be I saw his scrawny man. I look over to Hank, He is husky but not technically fat.
Me: OUCH!
Hank: You my dear are under deep, deep Sh…
Remus: Under arrest!
Me: Was it necessary to shoot?
Remus: For you street rat? Yes.
ME*growl, then Bark*: I am not a STREET RAT YOU GOT IT!
Hank: and I am a fairy princess!
Me: Nah I say you’re more of the ugly step sister that gets thrown a prison for being that ugly!
Remus: get up!
He forces me to get up I start to wobble then I limped. I look at Hank as he helps me walk. An idea sparked from my demented head.
Me: Remus can I SING?
Remus: What?
I hit in this order
Solarplex (guts)
Instep (foot)
Nose
Groin.
Remus falls to the ground hands in between the thighs. Hank is confused what to do. I walked over to him wrapped my arms around him. His eyes widened.
Hank: N-N-Now stop. You are teasing me.
Me*lustfully*: Hank, are you married?
Hank: I am not going to be anymore.
Me*Laugh censored*: Why is that?
Hank: I want you!
He bends me back like I am a dancer. He takes his index and middle finger and strokes me all the way down to the wounded thigh. He stops at the thigh as he lifts it more up to get a better look at the thigh. He spins me like he is going to spank me but he strokes my neck down to the bloody thigh. I feel his cold fingers stroke the wound over and over. It stops for a moment until I feel something going in the wound. I turn around. His pinky finger is jammed in the wound. He makes his pinky move in a circular motion. I yell in horror and in pain. But every time I yell Hank slammed his pinky harder and harder into my thigh. I feel the bullet going into my bone. He digs in to get the bullet and twists. I couldn’t scream anymore so I squeak. I finally kick him in the groin he falls to the ground like a really big oak tree after a chainsaw had cut through it. I hit the ground harder than ever but I turn back and there he is grabbing his crotch and holding it tightly. I get back up and do a run/limping as I stumble to get out of the situation. I turn on every street and into other back alleys hoping never to see him again. I come to a stop in another back ally on the outskirts of town. I look down realizing I still have one apple left I take a bite out of it. It tasted sour so I threw my last apple over to the trash bin, But it miss bouncing off the trash bin and onto the street rolling away and out of sight. I sit there taking deep breaths and clenching my leg. I ripped apart of my cargo pants and tied it around my leg to stop bleeding.
So there I was only with no way of help and just me and my memories of this place. I remember mostly everything from me and Sora meeting to me leaving because the Doctor needed me more; But in the end it was actually Sora who needed me you see when I left he had to battle his friend who turned evil and then after that it was all a blur like someone or something didn’t want me to see it but after that I could hear the thundering loud yell of a old mans voice
Male: YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED FOR NOT HELPING SORA!
After the voice spoke to me I remember blacking out. Not remember a lot about Sora but just to know who he was.. How do I know now you ask? It will all make sense at the end.. Hopefully.
I began to cry then scream in anguish for the pain and for Sora. He also needed I, But was it worth leaving him? I went to help the Doctor from the end of time itself! But is it all worth it?
I suddenly hear footsteps then followed by clapping. I close my eyes thinking. Maybe the person will go away. But as clear as day…
Man: Nice get away! I wonder if I could try that!
I open my eyes to find that I am looking at black shoes..
*clears his throat*Man: Up here!
I look slowly up.. This guy wears a long black coat. When I get to his face. I jump in horror… The left side of his face is scarred badly, He sports a (you guess it black) eye patch over his right eye.
Me: Who are you and how did you know.?
Man: I am your salvation..
Me: Ha yeah right!
Man: My Master needs your mem… I mean you.
Me: Oh yeah! Tell him to go jump off a cliff! I have been through enough today were I don’t want to do anything, Got it memorized?
He begins to laugh..
Me: Now what the heck are you laughing at?
Man: You don’t get it do you? I am your salvation! I can help you! Just take my hand…
I start to let go of my bloody thigh and stick out my hand. He starts to reach for it when he get to it I throw my hand back.
Me: Psych!
I begin to laugh as he looks a little PO’ed! I could tell because a vein was popping out near his eye. I calmly say…
Me: All I need to know is who you are and were you come from.
Man: Hmm.. Fine if you must know I am Number II for Organization XII. I need you to come with me… Please!
I hold out my hand waiting for him to help me up. He pulls me up…
Me: Well then.. I will come with you… X…Xi…Xig…Xigbar?
His eye widens as he lets go. I fall backward hitting my head on the wall and I hear my leg snap. I yelp with pain.
Xigbar: I didn’t tell you my name! How did you know this?
Me: I have my secrets to.. Not just you!
*Smiles*Xig: Fair enough for me! I will just carry you.
Me: umm.. Ugh.. Ok!
He does what he says a black portal awaits us. Next thing I know it’s dark. I feel almost like my heart is being ripped out. I feel a needle piercing into my skin. Then nothing. What happened?






7 DAYS LATER….
I wake up (finally) in a white room. I shoot up I look around mostly everything is white. Except for a part that is I think a window cause that is the only part that is a blueish-Black. I now wear a black coat and gloves. I look behind me.. A man with odd colored hair walks in. My nostrils widen as he walks in. I keep looking at the unusual X-shaped facial scar . I nicknamed him scarface or Scarf for short.
Scarf: I bid you welcome Number XV today you will be seeing the council. Got it?
Me:….
Scarf: Oh another one that doesn’t talk.
He heads for the door…
Me: No…
Scarf: What?!
Me: I can talk..
*Unenthusiastically* Scarf: Excellent, Well there is your cane.
He points to the edge of the bed. I turn my head, its right next to me; I grab it fast. It looks pretty descent. Made out of birch wood. On the top is a little sculpture of a lion.
Me: Bu…
I turn around but he wasn’t there. I look at the lion head it looks like it is a thing that you want to break in half; it threatens me…
All of a sudden I see a black vortex in front of me. A man who is very muscular and tall with long black hair and sideburns walks out of the portal.
Man: Welcome Number XV. I am…
Me: Number III Xaldin right?
Xaldin: How did you?
Me: As I told Xigbar, I have my own secrets NOT just you!
I hear Xaldin grunts and mumbles to himself as he waits for me. I nonchalantly limp toward the portal. I don’t even pass him and he grabs my arm takes a good grip then threw me into the portal. I fall on the cold-white floor I turn around….
Me to Xaldin: I thought you should know; that you never should push a Cripple! You are such a male reproductive organ!
I look in front of me I look at a pillar. On that pillar it has a golden plaque which read the name “Xemnas” I look up reaching the top of pedestal I look and there is Xemnas, But here’s the catch that wasn’t a pedestal I realized that was a chair or maybe a throne he was alive and breathing look at me with intense fear in his eyes. I smile and I hear some of the other people laugh. I do a 360 looking at the other members of the Organization. Xemnas clears his throat and begins the speech…
Xemnas: Good tidings friends, today is a momentous day. I am please to announce that we have a new comrade…
Xigbar: I think she already announced herself don’t you think Axel?
I hear Axel and some others laugh. Xemnas ignores them and begins again…
Xemnas: She has also been chosen to wear the coat. I give you Number XV. Look upon my face again child.
I was looking down wondering whether was it worth it?
Xigbar: We a little embarrassed aren’t we Erin?
Xemnas: Erin? Who is this Erin?
Finally looking up…
Me: I am Erin… Uggh! My head hurts I feel dizzy Doctor where…
I fall to the floor, I hear buzzing of people. I close my eyes falling into an unconscious state.




Sora: Why are you forgetting about me Erin? Come on you the best friend to! Not just Riku and Kiari!
Me: What? Who’s there? Wait person! Where are you it is pitch black! Where are you? Tell me!
Sora: Ha! Erin come on! Remember me… I’m…
Xigbar: ERIN!
*EYES SHOOT OPEN,I gasp, there Xigbar is leaning over me.*
Xigbar: You ok their kiddo? Got me worried.
I look around I am in my room. The last place I wanted to be. I try to get up but he pushes me down.
Xigbar: Hey,Hey,Hey! You aren’t leaving!
I moan…
Me: mm.. Why?
Xigbar: Cause you still are a little bit…. How can I put it?
He doesn’t speak….
Xigbar: Anyway, I already talk to both Saïx and Xemnas. They are going to give you another day or hour to recuperate. If you hadn’t fainted you were going to be learning everything from me today.
He smiles,
Me: Oh goodie….
Xigbar: What? Am I mean or something? Anyway… I think also that you might have forgotten something in the dumpster when you got shot.
Me: is it my pride? Or my well being?
Xigbar: no it’s this..
Xigbar shows me my Gibson J-45 custom acoustic guitar and my Les Paul studio electric guitar. I look at him in shock. I grab neck of the J-45.
Me: Where did you get these?
Xigbar: I found them.
Me: No, No cause I had them with… UGH!
A ringing starts to scream in my ear. Making me toss and turn in pain. Xigbar manages to pin me down against me bed until the ringing stopped. I become calm and content, Xigbar was catching his breath. I turn to him and grab his hand he does nothing…
Me: You ok?
Xigbar: Yes, You scared me there girl!
Me: Well sorry sir didn’t know I could scare you, Mr. Tough Guy!
We both laugh until a red spiky haired guy walks in with a short circuit attitude going on. Xigbar lets go of my hand quickly
Xigbar: Axel, What do you want?
Axel: Xigbar geez calm down bud, Saïx wants to see you.
Xigbar: What about?
Axel: I don’t know Xigbar! If I knew I would be telling!
Me: Cool it flame boy! He didn’t know!
Axel: Flame boy, Ha! At least I didn’t pass out during the meeting.
I start to play my J-45 guitar as Xigbar and Axel argue.
Me: Ooooo oooooo ohoohohoo
Ooooo ohooohoo oooohoo
Ooooo ohoohooo oohoooo
Oohooo oohoooho ooooho
Ooooo oooooo oooooo
Ooooo oooooo oooooo
Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
And the dreams that you dreamed of
Once in a lullaby ii ii iii
Somewhere over the rainbow
Blue birds fly
And the dreams that you dreamed of
Dreams really do come true ooh ooooh
Someday I'll wish upon a star
Wake up where the clouds are far behind me ee ee eeh
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney tops thats where you'll find me oh
Somewhere over the rainbow bluebirds fly
And the dream that you dare to,why, oh why can't I? i iiii
Well I see trees of green and
Red roses too,
I'll watch them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world
Well I see skies of blue and I see clouds of white
And the brightness of day
I like the dark and I think to myself
What a wonderful world
The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people passing by
I see friends shaking hands
Saying, "How do you do?"
They're really saying, I...I love you
I hear babies cry and I watch them grow,
They'll learn much more
Than we'll know
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world (w)oohoorld
Someday I'll wish upon a star,
Wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney top that's where you'll find me
Oh, Somewhere over the rainbow way up high
And the dream that you dare to, why, oh why can't I? I hiii ?
Ooooo oooooo oooooo
Ooooo oooooo oooooo
Ooooo oooooo oooooo
Ooooo oooooo oooooo
Ooooo oooooo oooooo
Ooooo oooooo oooooo




I look at them as they look at me. I slowly start to get up. I finally get to my feet.
Me: I am ready to go do some work now if that is ok with you Axel, Xigbar?
They keep staring at me like I just use the potty for the first time.
Me: Hey, guys?
I snap my fingers, I clap my hands they still wouldn’t come out of the trace..
Me: Oui vie!
I grab my cane I walk out just leaving them. I walk down a cold hallway that is covered with glass. It raining outside to. I walk down the hallway humming to myself and looking around. Until I trip over some with a hood on…
Girl: HEY Watch were your going.. Hey you’re the one who fainted during the meeting right? Oh gosh that was funny…
Me: I am a cripple I thought you people would know what that is but I guess not. Of course it’s obvious that you wouldn’t know what manners are! Cause as I see it you needs some.
Girl: HOW DARE YOU! You will rue the day you messed with me!
Me: Yeah, Yeah listen chick! Just go I think you have bored me out enough.
She kicks me in the leg and leaves.











I squeak with pain and slowly get up, once back on my feet I walk in the grey area. The area is pretty big when you walk in you are bombarded by windows, there are places to sit on the left and right side but that is mostly it. I see Saïx just a short limping distance. He is just standing there like a lonely man waiting to get married and finding out that the bride had gotten cold feet. He is looking down as I walk up to him.
Me: I am ready for some work sir?
He doesn’t answer…
Me: Sir?
No. IX: You should try waking him up!
I spin around to see a 19 year old guy with 80’s style hair looking at me.
Me: Oh yeah and you are?
IX: No. IX Demyx if you please!
Me: Listen, Demyx I don’t know half the names or even numbers of these people so how would I know yours!
Demyx: Just watch and learn from the master.
I step back to make the “master” happy. He clenches his fists and moves them down… A sitar appears in his hands now. He plays loudly, making Saïx wake up and yell at Demyx. Demyx just replies…
Demyx: I am here for a mission…
Saïx: You finally accepting a mission? Ha! You are a slacker and a slob. There is nothing for you today Demyx!
I giggle as he walks past.
Demyx: What?
Me: OH Yeah I learned a lot from the MASTER!
Demyx: Ok cripple time for you to shine. Show me what you’ve got!
Me: FINE I will!
I limp toward Saïx. I look at him strait in the face…
Me: What’s my mission?
Saïx: You a mission? No. XV the only mission you are on now is getting yourself better! Now Master Xemnas was thinking this was a bad idea it would waste lots of time for the Project…. Anyway, Get Back In Bed… Demyx take this one back to her room. I think the pain her leg has went to her head.
Demyx rushes over to my side and holds out his hand. I look at him…
Me: Not on your life sport!
He shrugs at me and picks me up like a child. I start to fidgit so he would have a hard time but he managed to get me in my room. He throws me on the bed. I bounce off the bed and hit the window hard. I hear the sound of a snap as I roll onto my bed again.
Me: I think I now broke my nose thanks to you!
Demyx: it wouldn’t have to be if you would have stayed still! Here let me fix your nose!
He puts one hand on my nose then yanks hard. I hear another snap.